So it's 2:22 am now and I'm sleepy but I don't really want to sleep, although I'm having a practical assessment tomorrow Insha'Allah as well as another issue that I've to solve, speaking of which or rather thinking makes me want to kill myself right now, but that's beside the point, also, adding up to the reasons why I should stop writing now Now and go sleep, I'm having an exam 2 days from now that I only knew about yesterday. Strong reasons, yea? However, and in the screw-college frenzy that I've been intoxicated with lately, I find it boring to get up and sleep now -taking into consideration that I'm doing nothing important at all (I mean other than finding innovative ways to waste my time), nevertheless, I don't want to sleep now.
We used to laugh till we fell down .. No, I'm not talking about my ex-love or so, it's just a song.. But it just occurred to me now, something important happened today, crucial if I may say, something that pretty much goes in harmony with the song I'm listening to now (it's like I never loved you at all by Take That). I see you're not curious at all to know what happened today and that's exactly why I'll say it anyway ..
Today, one of my very good friends, almost ended our friendship -i pray that is not for real, but she seems to be fed up with me, had enough of the weirdo me I've become lately. See, I annoyed her couple of days ago- Okay, a week ago, but I didn't call or anything, I thought it was Okay..looks like you've made your scale (oh that's another song: let me let go- Faith Hill)
What really got onto her nerves is that she sent me a msg on my cell and I couldn't reply and I forgot and ... the rest is really bad to remember, cause in brief she called today and she wasn't really blaming me, but rather explaining how much she hated the weirdo me .. her tone was different, angry yet calmly indifferent or warning to be so. Anyhow, enough with narrating the story, I just don't want to lose her, she's been so good to me since ever, we've always been good together ...... Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend? .... I hope Not
You're probably reproofing the title, trying to find any relevance, or mostly got lost in the note anyway. The reason why the title is so irrelevant is because I was intending to write about something which I forgot- apparently, and got into another thing to write.
Night for now. And so sorry for writing anyway
We used to laugh till we fell down .. No, I'm not talking about my ex-love or so, it's just a song.. But it just occurred to me now, something important happened today, crucial if I may say, something that pretty much goes in harmony with the song I'm listening to now (it's like I never loved you at all by Take That). I see you're not curious at all to know what happened today and that's exactly why I'll say it anyway ..
Today, one of my very good friends, almost ended our friendship -i pray that is not for real, but she seems to be fed up with me, had enough of the weirdo me I've become lately. See, I annoyed her couple of days ago- Okay, a week ago, but I didn't call or anything, I thought it was Okay..looks like you've made your scale (oh that's another song: let me let go- Faith Hill)
What really got onto her nerves is that she sent me a msg on my cell and I couldn't reply and I forgot and ... the rest is really bad to remember, cause in brief she called today and she wasn't really blaming me, but rather explaining how much she hated the weirdo me .. her tone was different, angry yet calmly indifferent or warning to be so. Anyhow, enough with narrating the story, I just don't want to lose her, she's been so good to me since ever, we've always been good together ...... Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend? .... I hope Not
You're probably reproofing the title, trying to find any relevance, or mostly got lost in the note anyway. The reason why the title is so irrelevant is because I was intending to write about something which I forgot- apparently, and got into another thing to write.
Night for now. And so sorry for writing anyway
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